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I think, because my Autumn 2017 Liquid Drum And Mix C Recordings started watching what Sidney SN mixing. I mixed there some tracks by C Recordings itself.
I think eyes can be open the same way to C Recordings as it's that to many United Kingdom drum and bass records or UK people.
But truth is, when Soulvent Records started liking my Instagram, it's was something what I didn't expected. Or another examples as is interest by Shogun Audio. I think, Soulvent Records or Shogun Audio is a edge of drum and bass records.
What was been pretty unexpected for me, was something what I started seeing in reality. When Sidney SN name was applauded in Prague clubs is a one example, because during 2022 or 2023 I didn't believed for many times about Sidney SN know people from whole Europe. And not only people from drum and bass but also people from another scenes as are Netherlands techno events, progressive scene or Western Europe public itself know about me. And almost for every times, reactions on my person was positive.
When I awared about me know whole Western Europe, this was something what took my mind because I didn't expected something as this popularity across Western Europe.
Often I had questions to me as is possible the popularity. I though people from drum and bass are not popular at public itself, but me is popular at public itself as is Germany public itself. And even reactions on my person was positive especially for every times. Or meetings in France or events in Netherlands, the same.
And what I see as positive is a situation or things around me what is especially reason why about me know whole Western Europe; It's something what said me many good things about Western Europe society.
Although I had support by Prague people during a conflict because during a Prague events I had pretty many support by ravers around or what when me was as big concurrent or what for people who do drum and bass events in Czechia, I have still questions about pretty non-Prague people but also about someone by Prague in Czechia. I can't believe still pretty many people in Czechia rejecting Western Europe (or European Union). I could say many things about Western Europe, the same as when I can say EU itself, heart of EU it's Netherlands, Belgium, Luxembourg, Germany and this countries make connections, work more-less as one country (as EU itself), brought to yourselves English as international language, it's common freedom traveling for citizens of these countries across these countries what is impossible to see in Czechia where is pretty many distance especially and for decentralization especially from Western Europe (Question itself it's How it's possible when someone wants radical decentralization in global world? A country without cooperations with another countries and societies around? As when someone says We are the best in the world and because that we want radical decentralization because we know everything for a best and we do everything for best or what there is?) but I must to say nothing else probably When I arriving back to Czechia from Netherlands in summer times for example, this comeback to Czechia is as a kick into my face what I can to see around me. I write here about social-economy-environment aspects only.
I think Netherlands refugge taxi driver was truth when I said to him about I am from Czech republic. He, with fear in his eyes, said, in Czechia it's not good reality for life. And I said to the taxi driver, he is right, and I don't know now pretty well what I said another what I said about Czech republic. Probably I said to the Netherlands taxi men, although there is bad situation in Czechia, common Czech people think they are best or I don't know what there is, because they hate often or I don't know what about countries around or Western Europe or Netherlands itself. I think the taxi rider didn't believe what I said. Maybe I have something in myself what take Netherlands for yourselves, I have many example people who inspired me and I trying take best from these people for myself, there was a sport girls itself who inspired me, gave me good vibes or I tried about many diets what is the best for me. Netherlands is inspired many another countries for best buildings itself or is inspired by people. For example, not only in Rotterdam or Amsterdam is many black people, and black people are common for Netherlands, (I apolagize for this words because in Czechia are black people rarity) and they are not gangsters as from American movie, but I have feeling Netherlands from black culture itself take the best for architecture itself or for vibes in society. And this is probably also specific for Netherlands, but every taxi car is electric car. I think Netherlands want be in best care about environment also. I think Netherlands relationship to more clean air or possibilities for bad future due predictions by climate change is something what have social-economical roots as Netherlands looks in another social-economical-environment aspects that Netherlands want be good country.
Never forget I am faced also discrimination in Czechia and trying for my total destruction because I take common system values for myself. These values are common in professional sport itself. These values are total normal for Western Europe society itself or these values are total normal system values for normal, common life how system itself say that is normal life. Czechia pretty looks as socialistic, Bolshevistic or anarchistic also nation, I think, who want radical decentralization from these common system values itself when say to me these things. This looks as when someone by Czech people want for me to I have bad feeling about myself because I take common values for democratic capitalism itself for myself and I take international corporations or companies values for my clothing itself.
I think, I was been learned that when a man is against common system values this means extremism itself. Czechia pretty looks as nation of extremists, I think. And really I have feeling someone by Czech people tried to I brought to myself their own extremism into my life, they tried about a my extremism as they take for themselves. Probably the same, an extremism someone by Czech drum and bass people or someone by Czech ravers wanted for me something bad as they take for themselves when they wanted to I was similarly person as they are. Or they wanted destroyed me because my values what is probably a something different for their values. Or when I visited Prague in summer 2021 and I visited drum and bass stage in Cross Club there was more people by organizations who said about me I am bad for them, and send me to United Kingdom or to more EDM values of Tomorrowland; This itself was because I take for myself common system values as are in sport itself for what there was as mirage on myself. They hated me there because my system visage. But on other side, during this event in Cross Club there was people who applauded Sidney SN on the drum and bass stage.
I think, during COVID pandemic I wrote on my more-less fake blogger in articles about political Pirates itself and about their rejecting values as are common values for professional sport itself or for right individualism for career of self-realization in sport itself. And, for example, I tried supported sport girls on sidneysndnb because these common values. I did that because during COVID pandemic this common values started been pretty more losing than before in Czechia because political manipulations during COVID pandemic and continue in January 2021 after COVID pandemic by trying for shut down more business in Czechia because COVID released plans was different how was been planned for another war against Western Europe, I think. And 2023 said it's a truth about Czech because my experiences with a West Bohemia society. And they didn't aware this is something what good worked for planed economical deficit for their ostracizations for Putin land for occupations of Western Europe. Without what I write about ostracizations, now mainstream media itself write that Pilsen is now as Czech Bronx or bad place for living because economy don't work in Pilsen for the reasons that I think.
This non-economical socialistic, Bolshevistic or anarchistic feelings in Czechia was the reason also why I supported the porn girl probably on a one tram station in Pilsen. I am transhumanist also, and I support body upgrades for better life as she did a upgrades for her better life. Almost everyone there was against what she said with her visage, there was people around against her common capitalistic system values as is right individualism for her better life. On other side, she could be transgender women with similarly reactions who is she. No one understand this reason for my support because only what someone thought was been something why there was the waiting on my person in Strasbourg when I was on my NYE trip through all Western Europe countries back to Czechia from Liquicity Winter Festival 2022 in Rotterdam.
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| Enfant |
And I want here get a support to good Ukraine people because I think rejecting of no matter who is the person by Ukraine, rejecting of Ukraine people by someone by Czechia have similarly roots as their resist against Western Europe, I think. And sad when I think in a way that Czech nation would facing the same attacks as Ukraine must facing, I think Czech nation could be take down during a few week's probably. There was planned also that Ukraine itself will fails during few week's. Ukraine is strong nation. I think sad is when I read Ukrainian child's asking in Pilsen why Czech people don't like them. Ukrainian child's don't understand why Czech people don't like them. I have also question why is there war on Ukraine? Most of people don't want this war but all people must facing why there is now this non-sense behavior and all people must think about deficit what is this war for most of people.
What also I want says here are my approaches to mental illness, autistic people. Work with mental illness people or autistic people was my job for more times in my life. This job is difficult someday for more reasons, because mental illness people or autistic people are often very difficult beings who needs approaches to their life that is difficult for understanding who they are and what they feel because mental illness people are often different persons person by person more than people who are as healthy humans. Mental illness people are humans with human rights and freedoms as there are basic human rights and freedoms for everyone. There is equality for everyone, Human being. I think inclusion itself is something what is right for me. Human rights and freedoms are something what I think about Western Europe and what have connections pretty well with Western Europe. Western Europe is for human rights and freedoms more than is possible to see in Czechia. In Western Europe is system for years what work and there are not speculations about democratic feeling itself as are speculations about human rights and freedoms in Czechia. Western system what worked already for many years in times of total Bolshevism in Czechia. In Western Europe no matter when You're black people or gay, asexual or trans or nymphomaniac. I am shocked when many Czech people still using, 'Nemas sveho cernocha'. This means, You're without own black human, Czech idiom for when white man is without ownership for black human as slave for what need the white man. I think whole Rotterdam, for example, can be shocked as me. I think someone could be very angry because this idiom. I like black people in Rotterdam. It's beautiful for me when black people are common in Netherlands, for example. Or I like Brooklyn Nets. In Czechia maybe many people speaking about human rights and freedoms but only small group of Czech people realize human rights and freedoms. I think basic human rights and freedoms, for trans people itself or for people who is vegetarian more than carnist, are not realizing pretty well in Czechia. There is many laugh, stupid speaking and not respect for trans people itself. Any trans people don't need commentate who is because who it's choice, human right or total normal or needs for be the one because naturally. For example, when I visited drum and bass event in Rechenzetrum in Potsdam, Germany, people in Germany realizing human rights and freedoms with all what are human rights and freedoms, I think. Even my backpack didn't was stoled and any things from my backpack didn't was been stoled although my backpack was out of my eyes among raving people for almost whole time what I was in Rechenzetrum. In Czechia even 'alternative' people who speak about yourself as about better humans as is common Czech society these people especially speaking about, but they don't realize human rights and freedoms as at Rechenzetrum community itself man can to see. And as I write here, I think how human rights and freedoms don't work in Czechia I can see on myself, because I have still problems in Czechia with realizing human rights and freedoms for myself as is life as life in Western Europe.
To speculations about climate change, when I said something about adaptation of Western Europe countries as is Netherlands about what Czech people often doubts; Maybe only human activity it's not only one reason for climate change. But there is human activity what do climate change more worst. Maybe problem is in past of Earth there was more climate changes but there not existed human civilization and human activities what do more worst these climate changes. Now climate change is danger for civilized worlds how we know today and human tryings to go hand to hand with wild nature potential itself because humans tryings save their civilized world how we know today. I think this is human trying for adaptation to wild nature because human still don't take power over wild nature what could shut down problems as is climate change on Earth.
When there are now discussions about HHC in Czechia. For first, how was used HHC by traders is horrible. And the same how HHC was used by users was horrible also. HHC is legal across whole Western Europe but only in Czechia HHC was spread how is impossible in Western Europe and now is HHC ban in Czechia. Czechia looks as very problematic when there are questions about drugs. Methamphetamine itself is something specific especially for Czechia. In Western Europe are not probably almost any users of Czech meth. And reasons for why there are not Western Europe users of Czech meth are something itself what say about problems of using drugs in Czechia. I think Czechia looks as specific nation for using alcohol itself. And I think using drugs in Czechia make connections why free tekno parties was spread across Czechia how there not was been everywhere in Europe. Free tekno parties was spread through Czechia and DNB scene itself in Czechia is infected by free tekno because free tekno parties are about free drug using. I think again, there can be questions about Netherlands. In Netherlands THC is legal for three decades and THC is legal in Netherlands because there are not many problems with using. Netherlands is specific what is against how looks Czechia. For example, cigarettes itself are often hidden for eyes in Netherlands shops. Or there are regulations that cigarettes must be hidden in shops. Or every cigarettes have the same black color because regulations. In Netherlands is total impossible trade with HHC products itself as was possible in Czechia when cigarettes itself are so regulated in Netherlands. Coffeeshops itself are regulated in Netherlands. And I believe when THC could be legal in Czechia there will be again situation for impossible doses THC itself in hemp as was impossible doses of HHC in HHC products. When I said Netherlands tryings been good nation, here is another reasons why is possible say this about Netherlands.
And when I think about modern liquid drum and bass and the reasons why I started with producing liquid drum and bass mixes, it's possible these reasons itself are why I facing hates against me by many Central Europe people. I wanted listening totally different vibes than was there around me. But I think vibes of Sidney SN liquid drum and bass mixes are about common values somewhere especially and not a underground and because that Sidney SN is in mainstream Europe society.
Nothing another I can't say what I feel.
And maybe I could to say nothing because during every events 2022 or 2023 what I visited in Western Europe there was especially beautiful or positive vibes. Or support by Western Europe people or drum and bass artists is often something incredible for me. But maybe when my mind see something what I feel as heart breaking I must say something because my mind force me to I say something about.
