Over The Dusk

 A truth why I don’t want visiting a events in Prague is that for every time when I tried about it, I have a feeling that the way itself through Prague and from can be the last way in a my life. 

And a ravers in Prague often also looks as when an event can be the last event in their life. I don’t think that I feel that on a progressive tech-house events for example because the community seem to be more mature, but about a mainstream drum and bass events or during techno events in Prague clubs I have often these feelings and I don’t see the environment as a safe environment. 

For example, when I visited a Prague events during pandemic, the reality was everywhere that a man don’t know that there will be, but this is an common for the way to Prague events, on the events and during a way from. 

When I visiting Netherlands cities I don’t have the feeling that a way itself to an event or from can be the last way in a my life. Yeah, a truth that Netherlands open air events are daylight and sunset (there are not open airs after midnight) that is also more safe, but in night a man don’t have the fear as is that in Prague or not just in Prague.  

And the same I have the feeling about ravers in Netherlands that I don’t feel that they look as when an event can be the last thing in their life. 

I think this is because a common sustainable values in Netherlands and a values in Czechia. 

Netherlands people, including young generations want to be wealthy and healthy people and they also are more empathic beings. And in Czechia I see a raving as an unsustainable way when during few moths the way can be at end because the way is unsustainable. About stolen there can be also a speech. And also another values are an out in Czech reality. 

For example, when I visited a Netherlands Liquicity events, the community is a more younger than a Netherlands techno community. Probably this is also because a modern drum and bass is younger itself than a techno. And maybe the modern drum and bass music itself is for younger generations more than for a more mature people. And I don’t want again a words that now there are a changes in a community because a people who don’t visiting Netherlands Liquicity before 2023. 

And Netherlands techno community seems to be often pretty mature. Western techno has a rich history and a maturity because that it’s a natural. And also young/er people there are. But in Czechia is not like that. I think that for Czech techno or drum and bass events is common that rotating generation by generation, people after people because an unsustainable reality on the events. 

And I saw a lot that the core for a people are free tekno events because a previously unsustainable reality for them or because in Czechia free tekno belong to mainstream ‘culture’. On free tekno need nothing and there are not a borders for a behavior. 

From my generation itself, I know a lot the stories like are that we don’t want visiting (Czech) techno events because there is still a reality or we had a addictions (Czech meth especially) and it destroying us and we don’t want visiting a events because we have a fear that the addictions can take comeback because we were addicted… In Netherlands are an often festivals itself with sustainable policy as is zero drug tolerance.

My person don’t have an interest about a reality that after two Prague events drum and bass (on this event a people applauded Sidney SN when because a mistake Sidney SN went to backstage) and techno in a one night even two days after I had a hallucinations that a walls around me is moved. This was during end of January 2022. And how I said for more times is unknown for me that there was in my body. And during the week I also had Omicron. And I think the Omicron had connection with the unknown drug in my body. A reasons for it are a speculations. But every reasons said me a lot. 

And a mainstream neurofunk music itself at Czech drum and bass events speak about it how looks a Czech drum and bass scene. This music itself is not for a mature people as is that for a younger people as is the unsustainable reality on the events among a young people from 15 to 24 old or that especially.

I think a reality can be sad, for vomiting or for laugh because I think an environment are people especially and a people making the reality for yourself. And a person don’t need be there where don’t want been. 

No fate

 I don’t know so exactly if a reports are a fake or my eyes are injured or I have a bad informations but when I see a news with a big boy, I have a doubt that this is a truth or the big boy is just a narcissist or I don’t know if a informations are informations because I don’t know.  

In a way, I had a feeling that the big boy is embodiment of a Nation dream as in a past this a Nation dream was presented like it and because of it I thought that in a way he is possible. But I doubt that this my feeling was a right. 

A doubting is also because a genders that is a freedom how I see a freedom which belong to the Nation dream and a words against looks as a man from 70’s. Maybe a big boy is an old for a world which is possible because now is the future. 

There are a words that someone is a dictator. I don’t know so exactly who is the man who is presented as a head of the protection of a nation and how a things would work when at the power would be someone else, but when someone see a words by a big boy there can exist a words against. 

A man can have a feeling that just no matter who is at power because someone is in a defense and the defense would exist no matter who is at power. 

A truth is that I little laughed when I saw the reason why someone is a dictator. 

When there are the words about a dictator, for example in a United Kingdom mainstream media is an argument, that ‘In Britain, there were also no elections during World War 2. A national government was set up by Winston Churchill in 1940 to see the country through to the end of the war on May 23, 1945.’. 

I think that someone wouldn’t leave his trying because there are a disruptive nonsenses. In a way, the nonsenses were already shutdown with possibilities for a leaving when this will helping for an end.

A man can take a feeling that this can look as a nonsense game with a feeling by a paranoia. Maybe a boy don’t know what there go as in a way a European people don’t understand why there is the war when no one need it all for a better world. 

Or when a man see a articles about that a big boy allowing a ‘aid’ just as a trade with rare earths or metals, the man can see this as a trying for a exploitation and a trade with human life’s who protect not just own nation but who protect Europe itself from a war and dystopian reality. 

A trade with a human life’s seems to be as non-human behavior. 

On other side, a big boy said that a man don’t need an aid. A man can see the controversy in a behavior. A man don’t know why there are tryings for a trade as a ‘aid’ when a man don’t need an aid. 

Or a words in the world, that a war started the side under an attack. This sound as when a war started Western Europe and Germany and Northern Europe. Everyone knows about a submarine in Netherlands waters or about a war or colonized words against Berlin and Germany or a tryings about an air protection in Europe. 

And who doubt that when an asshole stop it all right now that a people in defense stop all their defense and will be an end of an age when the asshole wanted making the world more worst place with a power over.

No one doubt that a man get a support when he will be the aggressor.

I don’t know if this all is a seriously or someone is under disinformations or a big boy think that he is a social worker and he see as a crisis intervention a tryings about friendly approaches to an aggressor when a aggressor is someone else. 

And after it all there will be a time when a man found that the aggressor just used a big boy for other aggression because this can be a truth because a ill person try about it all for all time when he started with his nonsenses. When there were a words that someone wants back a Berlin area or that a tryings about Europe itself, this can make a imagination that among other the someone thought that is possible pretty fast bring down a country for a invasion from Eastern through a Central. And a man think that pretty many people know that there were the tryings for a weakening in a Central Europe country because of it. Probably nothing work like these plans and many people now know about it.

A European man can be shocked that a red man make collaboration with a one of the most oppressive dictator system that their soldiers are as a Kamikaze because the one of the most oppressive system forcing them to no way back because a step back can be die for their family itself.

A man would be glad when an intervention would work but who is in the hope that a way into a red ass is the right way to stop it. 

Or everything is a fake because an inter-dimension reality that is around me but I live in a peace because I know that a reality can work for a concrete human and a reality can be just a fake especially working for a my existence. 

Or there is a message why an aggressor continuing.

Or everything can’t be under a power of a goddess, hope, beauty in the dark times that are upon us.

In a way, some things can seem to be similar to a previous head of a Central Europe country because he also was famous for a disinformations or showing. But there is a contrary that the head had almost no secret about a red flag. And a man know that the country was economically and also non-economically injured for it that in a best don’t work as were the plans. 

And there can be a theory about a man that due a words it could be possible bring down a country that is under an aggression. But nothing like it will enough for another man. And the man will want other and other countries, how the man said it for more times and tried about Europe itself. This sound as when is possible make step back by step back for an idiot when nothing will be enough. Maybe someone has a bad medication or I don’t know why this unreal pain when this could be possible. No one doctor could say that is better suicide for the world than a facing to an issue because the issue have a solution. 

And maybe all is there because someone is betraying own unsustainable reality of a own existence and risking that an end of a own desires for a ‘progress’ which is impossible without a war for it that is impossible winning because someone don’t will leave it for it that there is the reason for a betraying of a reality and because of it there is a betraying of a reality and risking our and own reality. And maybe now whole world can know the hole why someone can be pretty vulnerable. And because of it someone betrayed own reality because whole world now know about the hole. The plan had a hole that about the truth now know whole world. This also sounds as a betraying of own reality because no one would know about it for a winning.

In a past probably a boy was rejected for a reasons that now looks more worst more than before. 

I think that Chloe could be a new candidate because with a current gay woman visage looks as someone who can be in a house. And I think that glamour women of the year in 2023 was right as a now this would be like it in a house. 

But who know a truth of all the news which there are everyday in a many versions than that a truth that see in a mirage when look there on yourself. 

A positive is that I read that most of citizens from a country with a narcissistic head know that a red aggressor is the aggressor and no else is like it. 

Maybe can be better read nothing and that because nothing from a insane make the days better and the days are better without an insane; I think these days how the days can looks for everyone who is out of a soldier reality and don’t read all the confusing insane. 

Shutdown

 I just shutdown a Instagram account.

I don’t actualize a Sidney SN account for a three or that years because I don’t want. 

I said that I made a IG account because there were a words that a IG account can be a good idea. But when a big people started watching a Sidney SN account, this was unexpected for me and a perfect.

I just thank for the interest by Soulvent Records people. Your interest is a biggest. I like UK drum and bass maybe more than every other drum and bass and an interest from the best UK records is big up. 

Or that I supported Shogun Audio and Shogun Audio people answered pretty friendly. It’s also big up this interest about Sidney SN. 

Or many more big people from drum and bass and also progressive who had interest there. Thank you for your interest there. 

Or a IG stories, thank to C Recordings and other followers for watching or liking a Sidney SN or my stories. I think many a stories I saw as little nonsenses and there were a ten stories or that during 2024. 

I have a backup of the IG and who don’t believe like my person don’t believe who is Sidney SN, here are some things from a Sidney SN IG account; A backup of Sidney SN IG.

This shutdown is not because Zuckerberg now looks as someone who is for shutdown but 

Maybe only one social media which I need now is the blogger :D

Too many truth

 I read an article about a possibility for manipulating of Czech medias with a informations about a current situation in Germany. 

In an article were a words that Czech people living in Germany can’t believe what Czech medias writing about a current situation in Germany. And there were a words that the Czech people living in Germany have a feeling that a Czech medias ‘informations’ making an imaginations about Germany that current Germany is a place where is impossible a life. 

I don’t want again a words about Czechia because I think German people know about a situation in Czechia that my person itself wrote especially during 2023 and a most worst economy in Europe speak also many about Czechia, but I want a words to a murders. 

Almost everyday in a Czech medias I reading as is horrible current situation in Germany because there is too much a murders by a hand of an immigrants. But I also watching a police crime website about Pilsen region. And I had a feeling that in Pilsen region or in Pilsen (a scale of Pilsen is similarly to Luxembourg city, although Pilsen is an very poor city contrary to the capital city of the richest country.) itself exist a murders more than I see how looks current situation in Germany because an immigrants. 

German medias say, End is near: Czechia surviving the own end [1]

Because a my feeling about Pilsen itself I made a research about murders in Pilsen region. And a result is that from October 2024 to now* I found around 15 or more murders in Pilsen region; the 15 is a number a case by a case but in some cases there were murdered more people with hand of one person. Most from the murders is happened in Pilsen itself. And a Czech white citizens configured in most from these murders, not an Ukraine people or Gypsies for example. In a Czechia otherwise exist a disinformations that Ukraine people, immigrants are the problematic people. I don’t want to know the number murders in Czechia. 

I think that this my research confirmed my feeling about a Germany and Pilsen. And this my research probably confirmed a words about a massage of Czech medias about a current situation in Germany.

Maybe similarly as there are a words or articles that Germany now looks as a most danger environment for life in Europe, there is a lot articles about a current German economy. When a Czech man doesn’t see an articles about a murders, the man can read about German economy. But German economy is the third-largest economy in the world. And where is a Czech economy and the reasons why Czechia is among the most worst economy in Europe (from a 2021 in Czechia for a more years is economy even worst more than after global economic crisis in 2008) [2] and in the connections with the reasons how looks the reality when a man arrived from a Western Europe side. When there are a border controls from Czechia as not is that at other German borders, I think Germany can feel fear for what there is. 

*And among this all, there exists a cases when someone faced attacks by knife for example, but survived it. Probably now there is every week an incident. And from October 2024 to now more people were found dead in a streams or rivers, although is not so clear their death or explain for it is suicide. 

When I watching Batman movies for example, I have a feeling about a Gotham city. There are some stories which are similarly to a stories of Gotham city. 

[1] Probably Czechia still surviving own end because something failing but like it sound an articles in Czech medias about Germany. And this is a provocation, German medias said nothing like that. But in Czech medias a man can see about Germany something as is that. 

[2] I think that from winter 2023 is situation better in Czechia. Probably because a new government that is not so red ?and my words had a awakening potential... But when there are a words about deficits, a nation can be in a deficit mode when is billionaires or when is poor. For example, now there are a words about a deficit in Belgium but a living conditions in Belgium are different than in Czechia and Belgium is 15 richest country in the world and a deficit is not so to see as are common living conditions in Czechia. More worst economy than Belgium have even Germany, France or United Kingdom. 

Black Lives Matter

Roel Langerakpark, Rotterdam

 When a man thinking about a black culture, historically the man can see a lot of oppressions against black people. I don’t want an article about this oppression but I want a words about a positive things.  

When a man see the history of black people, black culture, a man can be glad that black people exist. I like lot from electronic music and when a man like electronic music, the man need to love black people.  

Black people are the roots of techno music itself. Everyone in interest about tech music know that techno music have a roots in Detroit and everyone know that there were especially black people as the fundaments for the techno music. And when a man thinking about a roots of drum and bass music, everyone in interest knows that drum and bass have the roots in black culture 80’s of North America. And a 90’s fundament for liquid drum and bass is also a black man. Or people who like hip hop they also need to love black people because black people brought into world this music genre. 

Almost all from an electronic music have a roots in a black culture. And when a man thinking about the roots of a tech music and drum and bass music, I think black people brought this music into the world for a peace and because a peace of their souls. 

And when I thinking about a peace or about tranquility of a black people which they bringing into the world, I thinking about South Holland, for example. When a man visit Zuid Holland, the man can see that black people are the society and culture of Zuid Holland. And the man can see a peace which there exists also because the black people itself. But I think in whole especially Western Netherlands, Amsterdam area is to see how black culture work. I think who don’t know South Holland or Western Netherlands, probably is difficult explaining the vibes of this community of many skin colors people but who know probably agree that without a black people and black culture Zuid or Western Netherlands would be not the same place as the community looks today. 

I had a words to Zuiderpark in Rotterdam, that during summer times there exist a barbecue events for whole the session almost everyday and in Zuiderpark have events also black people. I saw more black people events in Zuiderpark and in Zuiderpark I also saw a black people events, days during start of August 2024 and there were many smiles and laughs from black kids itself because there are a black people events with black kids itself and I think that this is also something what black people bringing into the world. 

And yeah, black people brought into the world pretty many music genres which are also a mainstream cultures in Netherlands itself or in Germany, for example. Germany is even the main or basic place where a techno producers in 90’s realized and today realizing techno culture that have the roots in Detroit and the black people. 

And when a white man take a good black itself senses for the all music, people from whole world have a more positive life’s because electronic music which the black people brought into the world. And this all electronic music is an example that black people are also progress in the world; Without black people the world could be more sad, because all this music itself was brought into the world for a smiles.

+ Because in Czechia for example, where exist a main free tekno scene, is an often connected free tekno with techno, I have a words to the theme because free tekno have not a roots in a black culture or in techno itself but free tekno emerged in 90’s United Kingdom from a punk or a ‘Trainspotting’ white people. I think that ideas of free tekno are also a contrast to black culture because a values of free tekno are contrary to economic values itself of a black culture and to the black reasons why techno itself exist.