2023-05-11

Confession: Twice again


 What I want to say here it's something what is difficult to say and for my life itself also, but this is truth about Sidney SN.

Me is an asexual being to common sex. Although I had a trying for a common sexual life and maybe I have the trying still someday, me is an asexual being to common sex.

There was and exist still many good girls or women's who tried or trying about me. Although its pretty nice someday who trying about me its impossible to they take a relationship with my person, I think.

For myself its difficult someday when I know who, and me is an asexual being to common sex. I think my life its more difficult and I losing many good times or significant girls because me is an asexual being to common sex. But me is an asexual being to common sex, I have difficult times in life because me is an asexual being to common sex but I can do nothing with me is an asexual being to common sex because an asexuality to common sex its something naturally for me. No matter what likes on WC often.

I like many girls and often its impossible who all have interest about me, but I know You want a common sex also. We can be together but You need be an asexual being to common sex.

Maybe as me is an asexual being to common sex someone another is transgender or another LGBTQ being. I understand LGBTQ and I support them, but when I thinking about my asexuality I don’t know if me is someone by LGBTQ community itself. Probably me can be total LGBTQ but someday I doubt about what is my naturally and what is LGBTQ. But asexuality to common sex  is LGBTQ and LGBTQ is also about what is naturally for someone and because that I can be full LGBTQ being too.

Although it's difficult someday for myself be an asexual being to common sex because I know what me losing as possibilities by very good and significant girls or women's this naturally identity is something what I like also because for me no matter me is an asexual being to common sex when I don't need common sex or I don't want common sex or I am lax to common sex and I don't need common sex for a love what I feel from Universe itself. 

But maybe especially I doubt about who is me as sexual being. Out of I am heterosexual, there are questions about who is me for me itself. I can see someday that I like some porn beings and some nymphomaniac beings, for example. It's contrary to asexulity, but someday I feel my everyday is also as porn because people around know who is me. But yeah, I am not naked when see me pretty many people. 

And I don't like girls who says they have boyfriend but when he is out of her eyes, she want take my sexuality into her hands and when everything will be nice with me how she have predictions, her boyfriend will be for everytimes out of her hands. Although there are tears somedays because me I think often this looks as when she exploit especially the person who is wannabe boyfriend because boyfriend often want be even romantic but she looks on me that will been there the time with me.  

And what is most stupid, I know about many relationships in Czechia what failed because she tried about me when his eyes was out of that she tried about me but he awared that I am not the person who tried but she do that. It's truth that me is not the person who is trying because I doubt about I am the right person for You.

It's not a provocative article, only myself doubt about who is me when there are questions about sexuality. I think I am as tabu. But I think I am for human rights and freedoms especially and no matter when someone is asexual or nymphomaniac porn it's right when humans do that how they feel about who are or maybe someone is forced been as naturally way is there.